Update

I wanted to update you all on what's been going on with this great adventure. Since I last wrote I have received two support checks. They weren't extremely large checks but they were of great value to me. And one of them was attached with a simple note and a piece of sentiment. It encouraged me so much to see that these people believed in me enough to support me in this incredible journey.

I have been studying and listening, learning and loving, talking and teaching. I have been growing. I have had strangers speak over me with words I know came from the father. Thetug of war still continues in my heart. I know he is pulling me out of my comfort zone, which is a scary concept. I know there will be days ahead of me where I retreat into myself, where I shut out everyone around me and just ache. But I know I will be held. I know that the Lord will send his angels to watch over me in my dark days. I know this because a stranger gave me those words.

For those of you who I have shared this with, I know you pray. So please pray for me. Pray that I will lose myself, my own stupid ways. That our father will give me strength and push me forward.

This song is something that has stuck with me and I think it says a lot:

The more I seek you, the more I find you
The more I find you, the more I love you

I want to sit at your feet, drink from the cup in your hands
Lean back against you and breathe, to feel your heart beat
This love is so real, its more than I can stand
I melt in your peace, it's overwhelming me